The Biggest Question In My Life !

God... 

when it will be opened ?

when i will know the answer ?

WHO AM I ??

who are my real parents ?

tell me God :'(

tell me..

i must know that !

whatever the truth,

i won't ever change

i'll be usual daughter

i just wanna know the truth

just it !

i need it !

it's the most important !

whoever my true parents,

i will love them..

always love them

mom, dad,

why don't u tell me the truth ?

will u tell me one day ?

why not just now ?

i think now is the best time for me to know the truth

this problem just makes me crazy,

beside it,

both of u are OVER-PROTECTIVE to me !
u know,, it makes me depress  :(

it just give me the worst effect !

mom,

u know everything about me now !

i'm so sorry

i'm not a good one now

i have been like a crash

THE CRASH

u know why i have been like this ?

because of your OVER-PROTECTION !

u never allow me to do everything

u never believe me 

this all the effect

dad,

i'm so sorry because i won't ever tell u my true self !

who am i now !

i'm not like me when i was 10 years old

i've been the bad girl

i conclude that this all become bad because of you (mom n dad)

because u never give me chance to spent my happy time

u never give me freedom 

u never allow me to hang out with friends, with my boyfriend , with all

i'm a human

i need friends

i need boyfiend

i need love

i need refreshing

i need everything that u never allow me to have it

i need them all :'(

sorry for disappointing u :'(

but i love u so much

i love u with all that i have !

-HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY -